Subconscious Slumber and Pale Mood

I am waiting for the fall.

I am waiting for it all to come down on me.

The heavy drops & unpleasant cold air.

I need the weather to suite my mood.

I need it as much as I wear this diamond ring.

I am patient and full of pain.

I am worried and full of fear.

Wash it all away with the water.

Open up the clouds for a shower that might cleanse me.

File away these emotions once more.

Let tranquility set it, numbness once more, for my sanity.

I am waiting for it to fall.

I am waiting for it all to come down on me.