Thursday, March 28, 2013
Game of Chess
A tragedy you don't even care about and you promote it like it's your own suffering to celebrate. What is your angle? What will you benefit from? There's no reason for you to be such a manipulating and spineless person anymore. Wouldn't you rather just start fresh. You're public appearance won't save your day to day and most intimate relationships. Congratulations, pawn moved.
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Boredom
I lay here in boredom. I agree to change the world around me. I agree to make things happen. I lay here in boredom.
Frankly, sleep is too vivid to desire these days. I dread the upcoming 4 weeks. The intensity of my life will increase, but my body, mind, and soul will not be satisfied.
The life I want is the life I need? Struggle, continuing struggle, with what makes a person happy & healthy. I walk around with knots, daily, in wonderment. Am I doing the right thing? Am I able to be happy here, now, with all of this?
Spoiled, that's how I feel. I never needed much in life. I may have just about everything, yet, I still feel a void, and worse yet I feel a guilt for having that void. Volumes, we speak in volumes.
What is the mission here? What is there to loose? What balance do we consider and is it a reasonable one? Write it down, I tell my self to write it down, because maybe I will move on faster. I've been writing as long as I can remember, but the thoughts just keep coming.
Contemplate everything. Never allow the brain to waste. Pleasuring all your senses with a glance and a brutally sincere reaction.
Profound, no. Boredom, yes. Paint, Photos, thiiiiiings. TRAVEL! Profound is not happening, just boredom, tonight.
Frankly, sleep is too vivid to desire these days. I dread the upcoming 4 weeks. The intensity of my life will increase, but my body, mind, and soul will not be satisfied.
The life I want is the life I need? Struggle, continuing struggle, with what makes a person happy & healthy. I walk around with knots, daily, in wonderment. Am I doing the right thing? Am I able to be happy here, now, with all of this?
Spoiled, that's how I feel. I never needed much in life. I may have just about everything, yet, I still feel a void, and worse yet I feel a guilt for having that void. Volumes, we speak in volumes.
What is the mission here? What is there to loose? What balance do we consider and is it a reasonable one? Write it down, I tell my self to write it down, because maybe I will move on faster. I've been writing as long as I can remember, but the thoughts just keep coming.
Contemplate everything. Never allow the brain to waste. Pleasuring all your senses with a glance and a brutally sincere reaction.
Profound, no. Boredom, yes. Paint, Photos, thiiiiiings. TRAVEL! Profound is not happening, just boredom, tonight.
Monday, March 4, 2013
New Concept...
So I seem to have ongoing themes in my life. I just posted a comment about expectations that people hold over you, weather you realize it or not, on Facebook. Expectations are a difficult thing to balance in life, especially if you're a dreamer or someone who takes stock in your family and friend's goals.
Either way it has inspired me to do a whole new photo series based on warnings, people, and what would happen if we had just a pinch of information about the people we surround ourselves with. This is a project about preemptive information or maybe not.
Stay tuned for upcoming sneak peeks and more!!!
Either way it has inspired me to do a whole new photo series based on warnings, people, and what would happen if we had just a pinch of information about the people we surround ourselves with. This is a project about preemptive information or maybe not.
Stay tuned for upcoming sneak peeks and more!!!
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